Your Mood Swings Give Me Whip Lash

I've been locked inside your heart-shaped box for a week
I was drawn into your magnet tar-pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black
Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice

I'm taking a quick break from my relaxing day with Corin to write in here quick. Easter went pretty good and it was fun to watch everyone running around throwing eggs and finding them. It was surreal though as most of my time here has been. I feel so out of place and uncomfortable. I am really mad still that I will be sentenced to stay in this house when Corin leaves, whenever that is. I've been so weirded out lately I haven't even touched my violin or piano. I just haven't felt like doing anything. I feel so confined here and again uncomfortable. When Corin's around I feel better, how could you not feel comfortable when someone loves you so much. Though I am really not worth his praise he argues inevitably. I'm sure I will adjust soon and everything will seem more normal to me. I am going to force myself to be happy until I am, I hate the way Corin looks at me like he's killed me. Maybe tomorrow will be better.... for now I'll enjoy my time with him.