Love is the hardest drug to quit, but it is even harder when it is taken away.

If I could reach out to you
Nothing will stop me
Take your head in my hands
Tell me what would you do
Your voice sounds like a lullaby
Is my heart this time to keep?
Is my heart to keep?

Right now I'm sitting in Italy of all places in Renata Scutto's farmhouse trying to make sense of my head again. 2 days ago I was in London visiting old shops and performing the leg end of my tour in front of 3000 people and out of nowhere I decide to join Twitter and talked to a boy no not a boy a Volturi Guard. I go running to Italy to meet him and his lovely sister and here I sit head over heels again for a vampire, when will I learn? I mean honestly how times can I allow my heart to be broken because I am a fool? Well I've given up trying to stop my heart from taking these leaps, it doesn't stop it I just end up hurting myself. He seems so nice and he's such a gentleman but who from our time wasn't? Ugh he may not even like me he may just be flirting or just being nice. I guess I'll have to let it just play out.... Well Corin you've made me fall I just hope you catch me.