I have arrived in America and already there has been some chaos and turmoil. Thanh and I arrived and went for a quick meal before meeting up with Leicester and going for some real food. It wasn't my usual choice for a snack but I was still a bit thirsty and the ladies seemed to be all for it. After the drink we went to a club in town and the minute we walked in we were overwhelmed with a horrible smell, I've smelled it before when I was at the Cullen's home, wolves. Leicester and Thanh decided to go and say hello and rile them up a bit while I stayed stiffly behind them knowing how bad it could be if an altercation occurred in the club. Long story short, we argued and we left before Paul decided to go puppy in front of the whole place. They didn't follow us thankfully, I really wouldn't want to get into an altercation with a shape shifter so soon after arriving to my destination. Corin freaked out a little bit about it when I told him but he calmed when I told him I was ok.

We headed back to Leicester's house to lay low for awhile and Thanh texted Malakai to let him know we were in town. They had just got to Seattle and had found Charlotte so they came and met up with us. We said our goodbyes to Leicester and headed to a vacant house closer to downtown Seattle. While Malakai caught Thanh up on what happened Charlotte and I caught up on a few things. It's very nice to be with friends again. I am starting to feel very much at ease, the phrase home is where the heart is rings all to true in my ears and I feel it in every ounce of my being. Charlotte and I slipped out for some fresh air to clear our minds, which backfired into us airing out our problems with our men. I feel bad for what she's going through. It's so horrible to be left behind without her other half. I hate to see my friends in pain.

I do have a lot to think about when it comes down to Corin and I. Thanh and Charlotte have opened my eyes to a few things that need to be seriously considered before I jump into this very permanent lifestyle. As it stands I want him to leave with me and travel from place to place. He wants me to settle down in Italy and become Mary housewife I guess. It also helps nothing that almost his entire family thinks I'd better off dead then marry Cor. I have ever so much to think about and I'm lucky I have my friends here to help me along the away. Love you all dearly, I am going for a walk so I can do some thinking and possibly clear my head.